Just venting out my frustrations....

Hey, it's been a long while huh? Anyways, today was a extremely shitty day. I mean, add Faith and a Pissed Off me would end in disaster. Or a long ranting session. Faith was being such a total Bitch. yeah, i'm saying it now. she's a f***ing bitch. there were three of us singing during chapel today, me, faith and another friend whom i shall not name unless she allows me to. we only had two mics to share between us and guess who had to share? me. i ain't that picky about sharing, it's just that faith never actually bothered to offer to share with my friend. she was happily using the damn mic throughout the who session and i was sharing my mic with my friend, not so happily. And even though my mic was slightly louder than hers, she was going 'Oh, i can't hear myself sing, can i exchange with you guys?' what the f***ing shit was that?! my friend and i could hear her clearly, and she was far louder than us since she had a mic all to herself. Man, and she thinks she's such a great singer too, feh, i've heard the 'Careless Whisperer' sing better. After chapel, when we were walking back to class, she just ran and slapped my ass with both hands and i was like 'what the f***ing shit, f***face?!' and she just giggled and ran off. and when i told her that i hated to be touched anywhere other than my shoulders, she just laughed it off and said 'sorry' in such a sarcastic way that i just wanted to slap her, wait, bitchslap her. after school she told us that she wanted us to help her in singspiration tomorrow and we went to the CMS area with her. she just disappeared into the room and we, as in my two friends and i, went to the piano to play some songs. she came out of the room 15 minutes later and just ignored us as if we weren't there. i ignored her as well and she went back into the room without a single glance or word at us. when i asked her whether she needed back up vocals or help, she just brushed me off as if disgusted and told me 'oh, uh, i have to ask (insert teachers name) to see if it's needed. but she told me that one person is enough.' so i waited outside the room for a while and she just looked into the room, flirted with a guy inside, came out and said 'no i don't think you're needed for tomorrows singspiration.' man i was raving mad. i then told her that she had better ask for my help now or i would refuse to help her if she needs it tomorrow. and she went 'oh, it's okay. i really don't need your help so you can go home now. bye.' then i went back to the piano and grabbed my stuff, hung out with my friends for a bit more and just bitched about her with them. turns out that she had made such requests before and would say that no help was ever needed at the last moment. i'm almost reaching my max with her. and if this happens any more i'll just show her what it's truly like to be used and thrown aside like a dirty rag doll. she's going to get what she deserves one day. i also passed a chain message down today, and it says 'Always mean what you say. Making empty promises will bite you in the ass in time to come. After all, what goes around comes around. Take this as advice from a friend who cares about you and who doesn't want to see you in trouble simply for making empty promises. You have 10 minutes to send this message to people who you care about and they will take this advice to heart.' basically i only meant the first three sentances, the rest were just bullshit that comes with every chain message. you don't need to be a genius to guess who i'm actually aiming this message at.

wtf....

my mum's being a fucking ass again. my sis asked me to help her find the tweenies website and i did, i put in tweenies.com and tweenies.org but it came through as some other shit. then i told her i couldnt find it and bailed out to my room. then my mom goes past my room to go into the computer room and she calls me useless, useless, she says 'if you're so smart that you can find anything that you want on the internet, why cant you find something for your sister?' i'm like 'i didnt know the web address and i didnt know she wanted me to find it through the search engine.' then she says 'yeah right, then at least type in some web adds that you know! why cant you find it through the search engine if you didnt know the web address then? can't you use your brain? that's why you're useless.' then i got pissed off and started spewing out colourful words and retreated into my room. i mean, what the fucking hell man, i didnt know that i should use the search engine, and i didnt know the web add, i'm not perfect, no one is! she can't expect me to think through EVERYTHING just to get to that one fucking stupid idiotic website. and i usually know th web addies so i dont need to consult the search engine. and i thought 'hey, since my sis plays this game so much, it should be in the favourites!' and i looked there and presto, there ain't a fuckin tweenies website. i can care fucking shit less and i'm in a fucking shitass pissed off mood right now.

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New story coming up on Fanfiction.net.

Title: Characteristics of an AKATSUKI pilot
Genre(s): Romance, Humor, Action/Adventure
Anime: Naruto (AU)
Original Character(s): Rush (female)
Pairing (if applicable): OCxakatsuki(not including Konan or Kakuzu)
Summary: A series of akatsuki one shots pertaining to the 10 different characteristics of Rush, a pilot of AKATSUKI. Warning and disclaimer in story.
Note: These stories are not connected in any way other than that they contain the same characters, do not flame by saying that Rush is a slut for liking so many people, thank you.
He/She is....
Characteristic 1: Extremely capable in terms of piloting a fighter plane. (SasorixOC)
Characteristic 2: Able to react quickly when in a dangerous situation. (KisamexOC)
Characteristic 3: Completely merciless in battle. (NagatoxOC friendship)
Characteristic 4: Able to handle overbearing teammates. (HidanxOC)
Characteristic 5: Able to scare off enemy pilots with his/her insane laughter alone. (HidanxOC)
Characteristic 6: Able to scare their superiors into doing as he/she wishes. (ZetsuxOC)
Characteristic 7: Guilty of at least 30 deaths in a single battle. (DeidaraxOC)
Characteristic 8: Able to battle for more than a day straight. (ItachixOC)
Characteristic 9: Slightly mentally unstable. (ItachixOC)
Characteristic 10: Utterly, eternally and completely loyal to their true leader, Uchiha Madara. (Mada/TobixOC)

story updates

New story coming up on Fanfiction.net.

Title: The Legend of DogFighting
Genre: Action/Adventure, Romance, Humor
Anime: Naruto and Beyblade
Original Characters: Rush (female), Howl (male)
Pairing (if applicable): slight ItaxOC, OCx?
Summary: AU Naruto Beyblade Xover; Rush is a pilot of AKATSUKI in the SHINOBI Army, one of their aces in fact, thus she is used to recieving dangerous missions, but when she gets a babysitting mission, will she underestimate her charge? Story is better than summary.

oh kami help my soul!!!

I'm so gonna die, my mom called my aunt and they're talking on the phone now, and damn, my plan didnt work. well, on to plan B, grit my teeth and suck it up. ok, here's what happened, i gave my mum my result slip and she told me to photocopy and, to put it buntly, she was pissed. so i think she called my aunt to know what happened and now my aunt called back. oh yeah, i'll put in something totally random here...I HATE MY ENGLISH TEACHER, NOW AND FOREVER!!!!! i mean, i passed my test 1 and she gave me a 43.3% on my overall for my test, i mean, what bullshit is this?! i could think up of more colourful insults but if my mum reads this, i'm toast. yeah yeah mum, talk about my failing chinese behind my back, and while my room is next to the computer room...meaning that i can eavesdrop, i mean, come on mum, you know me better than that! ugh, anyways, i pray to kami-sama that nothing bad happens or the next month or so. oh yeah, did i fail to mention this year's my STREAMING YEAR?

tied up with my feelings...

I never had a serious crush before, at least, before i met him. I wasn't the least bit interested in him in the beginning actually. i thought he was just a goodie-two-shoes kinda guy who's in NA, but now i know that he's a really nice guy, even though he seems to be annoying to other people. Okay, so i hid my feeling for a few days. hey don't giv me that look, i only started to really like him a few days ago. i told MaNdY about this and i don't know if she'll tell other people. i mean, i know i trust her, but even then it's not much. i really want to confess to him, but what if he rejects me? or says that he's not ready for a stead or relationship yet? i know i'm not ready, but i know i want to confess. i always wave at him and smile at him when i go past his class, and at first it was he who started the greetings but later, it was me who started it, and i dont want him to think of me as despo. i mean, by the way i always wave at him, i won't be surprised if he thinks i like him already.anyways, back to the dellima of having a stead, i too am not ready for a stead or relationship, i want to concentrate on my studies but my stupid mind won't let me focus. when i have the chance i would think of how good we would look together, a figment of my overraging imagination. my inner sel always argues and says that 'if it's never gonna happen, you may as well think it would' but that would only get my hopes up so i try to fill my mind with other things. ugh, this is getting me nowhere, i'm gonna enter an entry another time when i'm in the mood. cya blog.

wtf lahs, damnit...

i totally hate my mother night now...that motha fucker...she expect me to do work, ok i do, but then she go say i read then i get wrong she scold me. i scared i wont get promoted then she go say its ok and they would promote me but it'll be harder to get into the same or a better class, but i dont fucking care lohs. then she go and consifcate my computer and say i cant play till after exams. i was like what the fucking hell lorhs. she totally fucking pissed me off today. now she still expects me to write a zuo wen and read it out to her tomorrow. i'm like, i dont fucking care anymore, chinese is like too fucking hard. she say i everyday read one chinese story can liao, thats what i did since the beginning of the year and i still dont fucking understand fucking chinese. then got this fucking despo girl on audi who want to stead wif my male character, then she go ask fr my number say wanna call me. i go say i no money onli can sms. i ask her for her age then she say she onli 10, i 13 lahs that fucking bodo lorhs. ask wan stead in real life somemore. back to my mother...she say she want to see my damn entry then i say no then she say why she cant read then i say some things are private even too private for mothers to see. then she say she go get a com expert come hack my acc then i say she xiang de mei. bottom line is, i fucking hate my mother and dat girl today. THATS ALL, NOW SIAM!