Wednesday, September 23, 2009

Just venting out my frustrations....

Hey, it's been a long while huh? Anyways, today was a extremely shitty day. I mean, add Faith and a Pissed Off me would end in disaster. Or a long ranting session. Faith was being such a total Bitch. yeah, i'm saying it now. she's a f***ing bitch. there were three of us singing during chapel today, me, faith and another friend whom i shall not name unless she allows me to. we only had two mics to share between us and guess who had to share? me. i ain't that picky about sharing, it's just that faith never actually bothered to offer to share with my friend. she was happily using the damn mic throughout the who session and i was sharing my mic with my friend, not so happily. And even though my mic was slightly louder than hers, she was going 'Oh, i can't hear myself sing, can i exchange with you guys?' what the f***ing shit was that?! my friend and i could hear her clearly, and she was far louder than us since she had a mic all to herself. Man, and she thinks she's such a great singer too, feh, i've heard the 'Careless Whisperer' sing better. After chapel, when we were walking back to class, she just ran and slapped my ass with both hands and i was like 'what the f***ing shit, f***face?!' and she just giggled and ran off. and when i told her that i hated to be touched anywhere other than my shoulders, she just laughed it off and said 'sorry' in such a sarcastic way that i just wanted to slap her, wait, bitchslap her. after school she told us that she wanted us to help her in singspiration tomorrow and we went to the CMS area with her. she just disappeared into the room and we, as in my two friends and i, went to the piano to play some songs. she came out of the room 15 minutes later and just ignored us as if we weren't there. i ignored her as well and she went back into the room without a single glance or word at us. when i asked her whether she needed back up vocals or help, she just brushed me off as if disgusted and told me 'oh, uh, i have to ask (insert teachers name) to see if it's needed. but she told me that one person is enough.' so i waited outside the room for a while and she just looked into the room, flirted with a guy inside, came out and said 'no i don't think you're needed for tomorrows singspiration.' man i was raving mad. i then told her that she had better ask for my help now or i would refuse to help her if she needs it tomorrow. and she went 'oh, it's okay. i really don't need your help so you can go home now. bye.' then i went back to the piano and grabbed my stuff, hung out with my friends for a bit more and just bitched about her with them. turns out that she had made such requests before and would say that no help was ever needed at the last moment. i'm almost reaching my max with her. and if this happens any more i'll just show her what it's truly like to be used and thrown aside like a dirty rag doll. she's going to get what she deserves one day. i also passed a chain message down today, and it says 'Always mean what you say. Making empty promises will bite you in the ass in time to come. After all, what goes around comes around. Take this as advice from a friend who cares about you and who doesn't want to see you in trouble simply for making empty promises. You have 10 minutes to send this message to people who you care about and they will take this advice to heart.' basically i only meant the first three sentances, the rest were just bullshit that comes with every chain message. you don't need to be a genius to guess who i'm actually aiming this message at.